Harus terus berjalan...

“Walau apapun terjadi...
berjalanlah tanpa henti…
Air mata tertahan
Waktu untuk dijatuhkan..."

This part song keep playing on my mind…if I’m not mistaken it’s a song from Dato’ CT. Surprisingly I only remember that part of song only, caused it always play in drama (hihi..I have to admit that I’ve become the loyal viewer of Malay drama since I’m back to Malaysia..well, what to do, that’s the way I entertained my aunty =)) –end–

Since few months ago, I feel so lost, everything seem not right, every plan seem ruined and few other unpleasant events happens in my life. Huh, i’m tired!i’m serious about it! When I avoid thinking about it, it become worse…I was thinking “Do I make a right decision? Is my decision was guided by Allah? Or actually I was following my nafs only?”

Huh, I KNOW that I shouldn’t give up…because life is a test, we will be tested till the day of judgment! [Oh Allah, Please guide me] Knowing is not enough..it won't solve any problems! Yes, I have to ACT! Huh, then come to my mind, which one should I gave priority? C’mon, u have to ACT!ACT!ACT! You shouldn’t just sit, see and wait…

“Apa pun yang terjadi…berjalanlah tanpa henti…”

I know some of u is concern about me (my heart told me, hope it said the truth), iAllah I’m struggling and finding my way to get back on the right track as I planned...

I’m sorry if I’ve hurt u unintentionally …

Do pray for us…

P/S:
Alhamdulillah, this evening I manage to settle one problem/conflict at office. Though it’s not my fault, but I find peaceful when I said sorry to her. Benarlah kata ulama’, memafkan itu kunci ketenangan dan kebahagiaan...